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The craziness that is my life

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I am not only a momma, but a student and with the semesters being 8 weeks long; I tend to try to get my postings done at work. Because while I can read while being with my son it’s hard as hell to get on the computer and post. And on top of that I’m ADHD and I don’t have meds. and I don’t have an appointment with the LT. til the end of March. So I really need to figure out how to make myself focus better. Next semester I have an in seat class and I think I’ll do better just because I’ll have to be there. But at the same time it’s 5 hours once a week. I haven’t even completed my guest room because I can’t keep my brain centered on one thing right now. I found some great fabric at the thrift store to use in projects, but I can’t get to them because of my stupid brain. I can’t even read really as it’s not slowing my brain down like it normally does. I can’t keep do this up… I’ve become an insomniac again and I have responsibilities and I can’t keep losing track of time and not be able to concentrate. It’s not fair to my son, my teachers, my cat or the dog I’m fostering. Oh and I’ve written this in like 6 minutes, and have had to go back and fix things because my brain is moving faster then my fingers can type. I was hoping that the two new tattoos would calm me down a bit but that wasn’t the case… I don’t know why as it’s always worked on me before. Grrr… there’s not enough going on to slow my brain down…. and the soda isn’t helping me sleep either. 😦